Has someone came into your life,changed everything,raised the standards,made you laugh, and made you feel like you?

There's something about you, I can't quite put my fingers round it, I can't put it into words, and even if I'm not with you, I don't want to let you go.

Sometimes when I act badly
I don't know how much it hurts you
Being with someone so sentimental

and overbearing like this

are you tired..tired of forgiving me?

Only good at making pain

countless times, it always ends in tears

but you never gave up on me

or get fed up with me

no matter how many times, you never left me

I want to thank you, thank you for still loving me

and forgiving me

no matter how I act

don't hate me, can you do that ?

one day, when I forget

and hurt you again

no more, someone as good as you

from now on, i'll be good, you'll see

I want to show you

that someone as bad as I

at least, I know how to love you too

2010

It's been so long since I have been updating on this thing. But who's counting? Technically, no one.

So many things have happened in 2010. I can't believe its about to end very soon. Time is moving way too fast, don't you think so? I miss my parents, I miss my peeps in Fairview so much.

Not long to go, I'll be going to Hong Kong to visit my family. Then, I'll come back, and i'll have my freaking mocks. Hoo freaking rayyy!

School's been bitchy lately. SO much drama happening. I can barely keep track. But I guess that's high school for ya. I'm really trying to change. Change into a person that couldn't really give a damn at what people do. If it has nothing to do with me, don't get involved. I can't cope with all the big hassle.

Simple enough to say, If people don't disturb me, you live in peace. But when you decide to play around with my mood swings, it really ain't a pretty sight. But if you wanna be my friend, i'll be glad. If you decide to hate me, tell me. You find trouble, you get trouble. I refuse to let anyone hurt me. I'm not gonna be weak anymore. :)

Once again ! :)

I know I haven't been here for about.. 3 months now? Who cares?! No one probably reads my blog anyway right ?. Well, it's 20:48pm right now, and I should be studying for my Business test tomorrow.. but i'm not, surprise surprise! I WILL study ! Just not now... xD So school just started again.. it's now term 2.. I feel like i'm doing terrible this term.. So, during the holidays, I went to Thailand with Vivian, it was really fun to spend time with her and to get to know her a bit better :) Pictures below are taken at Dreamworld. Obviously there are more photos.. but I'm just so lazy to upload them all x) well.. Vivian's in black & I'm the one in white.

Spent Christmas day at E&O hotel for Christmas lunch with frienda and family. Family picture :), it's been so long since we took a picture together. Me,Mummy,Bro,Daddy :)

For New Year, went to Hong Kong for a week, went to Disney Land, Oh My God ! It sucked so much ! ==' Boring as hell ! I loved the visit in Hong Kong. Meant my dad's boss and his family, they were super nice =D Sad to say i'll be moving to Hong Kong soon. Going there to check out the school and visit daddy during Chinese New Year. Looking forward to that, I guess. I'll upload some more pictures soon, now I have to go study ! Gosh, it's like 21:08 pm now. Bye guys ! Happy New Year ( kinda late but yeah )

Woow!! such a long time since I last blogged huh?

Lots of new things have been happening but I can't be bothered to type everything down now!

Sooo, next week, On tuesday I'm going to bangkok with Vivian, CheeWei,CheeKee, and PC.

So excited ! :D

Term one is about to end, exams are done. So that's that :D

So now i'm just gonna post some random pics , :D

Esther & Qlara drew this, aint it cute? ^^

oh yeaaaah, My birthday just passes ( 28.10)

Didn't do anything much, Just went to Gurney to celebrate with a few friends, ate at Manilla Place and sang at Red Box, then stayed over at Vivian's house:D unforgettable night! LOL! thanks guys ;)

well, theres ONE pic! =p

Nothing else to say. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

=)))))

To tell you guys the truth, I'm so lazy to blog no adays.
school's been so stressful.. whats worse is that i'm in English second language!! ARGH! but.. I don't really mind cause the book they are using in first language.. I did it in year8 in Fairview. Muahahaha. =))

Today's Friday! Finally! Good news, I have Monday off! WOOO. ^^

Had PE today, played Netball.. So tiring! fell like what? 5 times?
Then had Wushu! Made me soooooooo exhausted. Starting to get sick, Sore throat. =(


I'm currently addicted to this song,

Kiss Kiss Kiss...なんとなく気付き始めてた　存在　大きくなってた病める日も　健やかなる時も　何時だって　側にいてくれたね恋をして　粉々になって　私眠るまで　You stayed as a friend

優しすぎる、だから　壊せなくなって　２人の関係ホントは君だから　わがままもいえたんだ　Wanna thank you Baby

夢の中　kiss kiss kiss 会いたい赤裸々に　Miss Miss you　こんなに気付いてる？　でもまだ言えない　私おびえてる目を閉じて　kiss kiss kiss いつかね君とだけ Just with you　どこかで確かめて、感じて、触れたい　特別な君とのFirst kiss

夕暮れ　街を染める頃　君がね　言いかけてたこと照れくさくなって　私突然　遮った　君は苦笑いで大切なことが解るまで待っててくれたの？Tell me how long

微妙なままの距離　今すぐ変えたいどうしたらいい？愛してるとかムリだからこれで解ってWanna thank you Baby

腕の中　kiss kiss kiss 何度も呟いた　Miss miss you Cry no more友だちじゃない　君を知りたい　２人の呼吸で目を閉じて kiss kiss kissこのまま時を止め　Just with you　今夜は願いが叶う気がしてたの　特別な君とのFirst kiss長い時を　かけて君の　心とつながってたら大切にしたくなる永遠に

now ENGLISH! =))

Kiss kiss kiss...Somehow I start to realizeYou have become more and more important to me

When I am sick When I am healthy

No matter what hour it is

You have always been by my sideI was in love and my heart was turned into pieces

Until I fall asleepYou stayed as a friend

You are too kind

That's why I don't want to destroythis relationship between us

It is true that only in front of you when I can speak without holding back

Wanna thank you BabyIn my dreamkiss kiss kiss I want to see you

The naked truth is that IMiss Miss you

This much

Have you noticed already? But I don't have the guts to ask

I am scaredClose my eyesKiss kiss kissMaybe somedayOnly with youJust with youSomewhere

To make sure, to feel I want to touch

My first kiss with you my dearDawn,

when the street is coloredYou started a conversation with meI got all embarrassed Suddenly, I tried to cover it upYou gave a wry smile

Until I come to realize what is important to me

Have you been waiting?Tell me how longThis fuzzy relationship between usI want to change it right nowWhat can I do?It's impossible to fall in loveSo please understandWanna thank you baby

In your armsKiss kiss kiss many timesI mumbled Miss miss you cry no more

We are not friendsI want to know youThorough our breathings

Close my eyeskiss kiss kiss Just like thisStop the timeJust with you TonightI have a feeling that my wish will come trueMy first kiss with you my dear

Thorough all these timesOur hearts are connectedI want to treasure it till the end of time

Disted College, Party Night.

now and term 1 starts on the 24th..

So, Yesterday me and my friends dressed up and went to Disted College for the party night. 7.00pm- 10.00pm

Nothing much, it rained. There was buffet and we danced inside the hall and the DJ was there.

All the flashing lights O_O!

It was okay I guess? Got back at around 1am .. slept over at CheeKee's place.

ANDDDD.. that's it.Now for the Pics =]

pic below, Celynn dancing. =D

me and Cheewei =)