My Life, My Story.

2011-03-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

Has someone came into your life,changed everything,raised the standards,made you laugh, and made you feel like you?

There's something about you, I can't quite put my fingers round it, I can't put it into words, and even if I'm not with you, I don't want to let you go.

2010-12-15T14:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when I act badly
I don't know how much it hurts you
Being with someone so sentimental

and overbearing like this

are you tired..tired of forgiving me?

Only good at making pain

countless times, it always ends in tears

but you never gave up on me

or get fed up with me

no matter how many times, you never left me

I want to thank you, thank you for still loving me

and forgiving me

no matter how I act

don't hate me, can you do that ?

one day, when I forget

and hurt you again

no more, someone as good as you

from now on, i'll be good, you'll see

I want to show you

that someone as bad as I

at least, I know how to love you too

2010

2010-11-07T10:58:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since I have been updating on this thing. But who's counting? Technically, no one.

So many things have happened in 2010. I can't believe its about to end very soon. Time is moving way too fast, don't you think so? I miss my parents, I miss my peeps in Fairview so much.

Not long to go, I'll be going to Hong Kong to visit my family. Then, I'll come back, and i'll have my freaking mocks. Hoo freaking rayyy!

School's been bitchy lately. SO much drama happening. I can barely keep track. But I guess that's high school for ya. I'm really trying to change. Change into a person that couldn't really give a damn at what people do. If it has nothing to do with me, don't get involved. I can't cope with all the big hassle.

Simple enough to say, If people don't disturb me, you live in peace. But when you decide to play around with my mood swings, it really ain't a pretty sight. But if you wanna be my friend, i'll be glad. If you decide to hate me, tell me. You find trouble, you get trouble. I refuse to let anyone hurt me. I'm not gonna be weak anymore. :)

Once again ! :)

2010-01-14T21:00:00.005+08:00

I know I haven't been here for about.. 3 months now? Who cares?! No one probably reads my blog anyway right ?. Well, it's 20:48pm right now, and I should be studying for my Business test tomorrow.. but i'm not, surprise surprise! I WILL study ! Just not now... xD So school just started again.. it's now term 2.. I feel like i'm doing terrible this term.. So, during the holidays, I went to Thailand with Vivian, it was really fun to spend time with her and to get to know her a bit better :) Pictures below are taken at Dreamworld. Obviously there are more photos.. but I'm just so lazy to upload them all x) well.. Vivian's in black & I'm the one in white.

Spent Christmas day at E&O hotel for Christmas lunch with frienda and family. Family picture :), it's been so long since we took a picture together. Me,Mummy,Bro,Daddy :)

For New Year, went to Hong Kong for a week, went to Disney Land, Oh My God ! It sucked so much ! ==' Boring as hell ! I loved the visit in Hong Kong. Meant my dad's boss and his family, they were super nice =D Sad to say i'll be moving to Hong Kong soon. Going there to check out the school and visit daddy during Chinese New Year. Looking forward to that, I guess. I'll upload some more pictures soon, now I have to go study ! Gosh, it's like 21:08 pm now. Bye guys ! Happy New Year ( kinda late but yeah )

2009-11-16T19:59:00.006+08:00

Woow!! such a long time since I last blogged huh?

Lots of new things have been happening but I can't be bothered to type everything down now!

Sooo, next week, On tuesday I'm going to bangkok with Vivian, CheeWei,CheeKee, and PC.

So excited ! :D

Term one is about to end, exams are done. So that's that :D

So now i'm just gonna post some random pics , :D

Esther & Qlara drew this, aint it cute? ^^

oh yeaaaah, My birthday just passes ( 28.10)

Didn't do anything much, Just went to Gurney to celebrate with a few friends, ate at Manilla Place and sang at Red Box, then stayed over at Vivian's house:D unforgettable night! LOL! thanks guys ;)

well, theres ONE pic! =p

Nothing else to say. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

=)))))

2009-09-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

To tell you guys the truth, I'm so lazy to blog no adays.
school's been so stressful.. whats worse is that i'm in English second language!! ARGH! but.. I don't really mind cause the book they are using in first language.. I did it in year8 in Fairview. Muahahaha. =))

Today's Friday! Finally! Good news, I have Monday off! WOOO. ^^

Had PE today, played Netball.. So tiring! fell like what? 5 times?
Then had Wushu! Made me soooooooo exhausted. Starting to get sick, Sore throat. =(

I'm currently addicted to this song,

Kiss Kiss Kiss...なんとなく気付き始めてた　存在　大きくなってた病める日も　健やかなる時も　何時だって　側にいてくれたね恋をして　粉々になって　私眠るまで　You stayed as a friend

優しすぎる、だから　壊せなくなって　２人の関係ホントは君だから　わがままもいえたんだ　Wanna thank you Baby

夢の中　kiss kiss kiss 会いたい赤裸々に　Miss Miss you　こんなに気付いてる？　でもまだ言えない　私おびえてる目を閉じて　kiss kiss kiss いつかね君とだけ Just with you　どこかで確かめて、感じて、触れたい　特別な君とのFirst kiss

夕暮れ　街を染める頃　君がね　言いかけてたこと照れくさくなって　私突然　遮った　君は苦笑いで大切なことが解るまで待っててくれたの？Tell me how long

微妙なままの距離　今すぐ変えたいどうしたらいい？愛してるとかムリだからこれで解ってWanna thank you Baby

腕の中　kiss kiss kiss 何度も呟いた　Miss miss you Cry no more友だちじゃない　君を知りたい　２人の呼吸で目を閉じて kiss kiss kissこのまま時を止め　Just with you　今夜は願いが叶う気がしてたの　特別な君とのFirst kiss長い時を　かけて君の　心とつながってたら大切にしたくなる永遠に

now ENGLISH! =))

Kiss kiss kiss...Somehow I start to realizeYou have become more and more important to me

When I am sick When I am healthy

No matter what hour it is

You have always been by my sideI was in love and my heart was turned into pieces

Until I fall asleepYou stayed as a friend

You are too kind

That's why I don't want to destroythis relationship between us

It is true that only in front of you when I can speak without holding back

Wanna thank you BabyIn my dreamkiss kiss kiss I want to see you

The naked truth is that IMiss Miss you

This much

Have you noticed already? But I don't have the guts to ask

I am scaredClose my eyesKiss kiss kissMaybe somedayOnly with youJust with youSomewhere

To make sure, to feel I want to touch

My first kiss with you my dearDawn,

when the street is coloredYou started a conversation with meI got all embarrassed Suddenly, I tried to cover it upYou gave a wry smile

Until I come to realize what is important to me

Have you been waiting?Tell me how longThis fuzzy relationship between usI want to change it right nowWhat can I do?It's impossible to fall in loveSo please understandWanna thank you baby

In your armsKiss kiss kiss many timesI mumbled Miss miss you cry no more

We are not friendsI want to know youThorough our breathings

Close my eyeskiss kiss kiss Just like thisStop the timeJust with you TonightI have a feeling that my wish will come trueMy first kiss with you my dear

Thorough all these timesOur hearts are connectedI want to treasure it till the end of time

Disted College, Party Night.

2009-08-09T20:09:00.006+08:00

now and term 1 starts on the 24th..
So, Yesterday me and my friends dressed up and went to Disted College for the party night. 7.00pm- 10.00pm

Nothing much, it rained. There was buffet and we danced inside the hall and the DJ was there.

All the flashing lights O_O!

It was okay I guess? Got back at around 1am .. slept over at CheeKee's place.

ANDDDD.. that's it.Now for the Pics =]

pic below, Celynn dancing. =D

me and Cheewei =)

Disted College, Party Night

2009-08-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

Gurney.

2009-04-26T19:35:00.007+08:00

went to gurney today. Mariessa picked me up. It's Kat's and Mariessa's birthday so we all went out together (: Julia and Carina were coming with us. Then later on we met up with the others. We wanted to go to Chilli's for lunch but there wasnt enough tables for all 12 of us or something so we went to Manilla Place. And I saw Vivian at Gurney =] The boys ate like pigs and made soooooo much noise everyone in the restaurant was staring at us not only that they made the table all dirtyyy hahaha.

mariessa on the left me on the right =D

Dirty table. The bill erm 199 smth?

Later on we went to Midlands to go bowling but it was closed ==.

Thats all =D

Happy birthday kat and mariessa =D

Bangkok~

2009-04-23T16:46:00.005+08:00

The baby is so cute, right?

claudia with Chee kee's sunglasses xD

for me water festival (sonkran) was okay... didnt really go do much.. cause scared wet and the sun haha xD

water festival.. the wet wet road..
water festival~

So lazy to update~ but gaah have to deal ahaha =D

erm on the 20th my friend Cheekee came from penang to bangkok and staying at my house for the holidays ... so we went shopping together! =D The first day she went to extend her hair .. cost about 120rm ( 1200baht ) I wanted to do it too but the lady said my hair long already no need to do. -.- but i want it longer ladyyyyyy! ( obviously i didnt say that )

longer hair =D sry its upside down haha.

After that we went to Water Gate shopping mall. We had to speak English together cause Cheekee is only half thai and doesn't know thai so well and I dont know how to speak Chinese so yeah. And we speak so loud the people walk pass and go like " wah speak english so well" okay so conclusion is we look like thais that shouldnt know how to speak english but still speak it so well. get it? lol. then we went to future park and Major to do more shopping .. and i extended my hair too! cost 1400rm.. then we went to do even more shopping a MBK and Siam paragon.. we went try by er sky train? so funnn xD

Chee kee waiting for the train xD

manicure =)

after all that shopping Cheekee was doing accounts and how much she spent and trying to fit all the clothes in her bags haha.

Back to penang now.. bags over weight 10kg? forgot haha ..and had to pay extra.

Air Asia... going back.

Thailand and falling off chairs ;]

2009-04-12T10:16:00.002+08:00

I'm in Thailand.. been here for a week now i guess. .
I've been falling off chairs alot lately, weird i know!
Especially those computer chairs with wheels ==... ° ஐ

Went out to Future Park Mall yesterday with my aunt and her bf.. At the enterance there was this salesguy holding a water gun because of the water festival thats coming soon. SO he was selling guns and stuff? Then he sprayed me .. wtf == I felt like scolding him because its not even the Water Festival time yet. And i got kinda wet.

later on.. we weont to Big C Supermarket .. after that I got a pair of sunglasses, a pair of PINK pants (: and 3 shirts.. Then at 5 we went home.

pics later ;]

During the evening, Went to the market.

WOOO going to the beach but dono when lol.

going back on the 25th,,, awww ):

Don't want to go back to Penang.. Cause once I go back theres this CHECKPOINT EXAM
gaah.. not really worried about Science and English.. but Maths... not only the check point exam but we have end of the term exams too... so unfair.. so much to do yet so little time.. ):

study study study study™
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หัวใจไม่ใช่กระดาษ ♥
means .. my heart isn't paper. lol.

คำว่ารักคำนั้น ลบไม่ง่ายดาย นี่มันหัวใจ ไม่ใช่กระดาษ

the word love it isn't easy to erase .. this is a heart not paper..

get it? =D

2009-04-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

sports day just passed, 3/4/09 friday. it was held at Sri Penang Junior School (: all three schools had to combine together today ( tenby, sri penang junior and senior ) it was kinda boring. Yellow won tug of war! weee~ but the other sports.. we lost -.-

only have one photo lol me and Skye..

hmm then after that it ended at 1.30 me, min, skye and hazel went to Gurney together.. Skye's parents gave us a ride there =] then after we arrived we went to go change and hazel went to meet someone. After that we went to eat at Nando's Skye went to buy the movie tickets (Confessions of a Shopaholic) for me min and dominic. Movie started at 2.20 .. it was okay i guess?then after that min and skye went back at 5.20 i stayed till 7pm walking around . -.-

term2 finally over... well not really... im skipping 5 days of school... early holiday =P

going back to thailand tomorrow! =D

=D

2009-03-22T17:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy!

Steph gave me a hamster today it was black-ish grey-ish in colour?

its so cute and tiny! I just came back from this HUGE HUGE. HUGE. HUGE petshop -.- i think its called Chew Thean Yeang? its in Burma road. Its so nice there. I want a dog. I saw a poodle.. origin from Germany 750rm.. I WANT IT! =(

BUT I CANT HAVE IT! because i live in a APARTMENT.. GAAAH! I WANT THAT POODLE! but instead i get a hamster...

my brother got one too.. he's is golden mines grey-ish =) I miss my dog.. =(

but i want that poodle!!! IWANT IT! gawd.. i sound spoilt now. BUT I DO WANT IT!

this one is my brothers hamster. no name yet.

I named mine Hammy.. haha =D

Aadi's house

2009-03-21T10:10:00.005+08:00

hmm after school on thursday i went to queensbay.. waited for the taxi at school for like half an hour..grrr. Met up with Mariessa and Haider at like 4.40? sorry =X .. Walked around to get min and junia a gift. Then met up with a guy who I didn't know from Fairview.. went to starbucks for a drink saw Hana there too .. Later on we went to KFC to eat.. couldnt finish it so Haider wanted to pack it back home or smth.. then knowing how forgetful we all are.. we went upstairs and haider lost my WRAPPING PAPER in the toilet -.- and i lost his KFC muahahahahaha....later on went skating with Dom, Mariessa and Haider.. went back at 9 something.

Friday~

went to school as usual.. around 3 something rained like shit >.<

Went to Aadi's house after school to get ready for min and junia's party.

we took pictures and only started getting ready at like 5? and we had to walk to gurney because i forgot to buy wrapping paper ahaha.. and we were late! arrived at the party at 7.15? went back at 10.30. Party was okay.. i got wet -.- stayed over at Aadi's house.. I'm awake now so decided to blog =D and and and aadi is still sleeping so im using her computer =P

I didn't go home on friday after school and only got home at saturday at 11pm.. and of course got yelled at =X

pics from the party::

the show off's =D

TRIP!

2009-03-18T19:19:00.006+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a while..

Went for school trip.. but it was only year 9A and 9B that went so not really the whole school.. tehehehe... I've actually been there before with Fairview.. We went to USM's museum .. Before we went Mr Kevin out maths teacher told us that there was this Haunted room I don't find that shocking at all since it was a museum filled with old antique''s... =/

And i've been there so I've heard the story before.. And OMG it was so scary.. Our music teacher that went with us used to study in USM he told me that he was the one to take care of the 1st floor of the museum and he was cleaning or packing up things or watever LOL someone/something was tapping him on the shoulder the first time he thought it was nothing but then the same thing happened 3 times.. tapping his shoulder and then then behind him was this really old statue ... yeah that's it hahah =/

We had lunch at some German Music Fest. It was er okay? then we took loads of pictures.. Prathik fell off the hill/cliff watever its called xD good for him. >=)

I went to school as usual today.. so boring!!! everything double periods.. and i was so tired =( During science i almost fell off the chair cause i fell asleep =D and the chair had no back support thingy it was so high so yeah i almost fell off =P

MIN'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND JUNIA'S ON FRIDAY . BIRTHDAY PARTY ON FRIDAY .. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN AND JUNIA :)

pictures:

scaryyy O_o

the glow stick isn't supposed to be there btw, the KOREANS put it there.. xD

William and Danny..

Steph's 14th =)

2009-03-08T22:10:00.010+08:00

So yesterday I went to Steph's Birthday party at Vistana Hotel .. She picked me up at about 4? .. Then we went to her house to get ready .. I curled my hair and steph's hair was straight haha! ermm then then we left her house at 5.50 the party started at 6.30 so we had to be there before anyone else did. Steph looked AMAZINGGGG...

And not everyone was on time hahaha they came at 7.30+ .. haha.. We played

" So you think you know Stephanie"

haha so funny to see some of the answers people wrote xD The disco-ing was soo fun! hahaha danced like crazyy.. and LI FEN.. or FEN LI donkey =D was my dance partner for almost the whole time! =) wooo had so much fun.. happy birthday steph! ILY!

some pics:

~ ยังไงก็จะเว้นว่างเอาไว้.. ไม่ให้ใครมาแทนที่เธอ.. จะรักเธอตลอดไป.. ♡

Why cant this feeling just fade awayy

2009-03-06T21:48:00.004+08:00

I'm bored again.. went to school today all moody and stuff cause causeee haih.. ** i dont know.. AND AND i got scolded by Mr.Francis for combing my friends hair in class ! I have nothing to blog about .. Tomorrow is Steph's birthday pary! woo can't wait .. I hope nothing embarrasing happens =( So.. going to Sabrina's house tomorrow to do my hair and make up .. And then to steph's partyyy..

Why can't this feeling just fade away ?
would I ever see you smiling back at me ?

♥

2009-02-28T15:26:00.006+08:00

If I said that I wrote this song for you, would you believe me?
It might not be as well-written or beautiful as other songs.
I want you to know that you can't write a love song if you're not in love.
But for you, I can write this song, easily.
You might have heard hundreds. But you've never heard mine =)
If you understood the meaning, our hearts will be together, forever. ♥
As long as you love, you still have hope.

Didn't really do much today so... I don't know what to blog about.. =P

haih .. I was bored. LOL. OINK!!!!

Because I am a girl[piano] - Kiss

Hate this.

2009-02-21T19:45:00.009+08:00

So Min & Steph came over to stay over at my house.. and just left..

some pics we took :

we went to queensbay today.. I saw Irene who I woudn't have reconized at all if she didn't say hi to me =X also saw Sheng, Jirawat, Vivian & my friends from Fairview.
So the three of us went to find Min a dress then we went to watch bride wars..Steph and I got a piercing together.. which is giving me so much pain right now.

Not looking forward to school anymore. I'll be hating Chinese and Cultural Studies the most cause of what happened on friday. I don't want to see his face at all. I know some of the people that saw what happened to me would have been like, WTF small little thing also cry?
Well i'm sorry your not me and you won't understand how I feel. Thinking about this just makes me so mad.. but you'll see .. you wont be able to say that about me.. you asshole. Just give me time and you'll take everything back about what you said about me. And FYI your not that perfect as you think you are. You're FAR from perfect.

Thanks to sabrina.. Stephanie, yong and johnny who made me feel better..and everyone else.. =)

I loveee Mondays =)

2009-02-16T18:31:00.008+08:00

So today's Monday went to school as normal. Had assembly today and the year 10 were doing something.. err a play? about school rules? haha it was really funny =)
Next week will be our turn .. year 9A & 9B together..

Then there was homeroom period. OMG I thought miss James was going to kill me cause i never gave her my student diary to sign not even once since i came to Tenby. Heh. Gonna get it trouble with that soon .. I have a great feeling I will.. So..After school at 3.30pm I went back to class to take my stuff ready to go home.. OMG .. There was this really strange smell.. Prathik found his food that was left there for a year! It was bread and egg? It was all rotten and smelled REALLY REALLY BAD! EWW.. ~

We had netball competition last Tuesday.. Lost really badly .. haha.. but everyone had fun tho =)
Min & Me on the van =]

Meeeeeeee =)

Tomorrow's Tuesday! Another school daaaay!!!

xoxo. =)

[totally different subject here]

♥bleh♥ im over you now~
i'm telling you now that i've moved on..
thanks for all those times that you made me smile...
And I thought you were different from everyone else... but I guess not..
you're just like everyone else.. i HATE LIARS.

another normal day~?

2009-02-14T21:43:00.005+08:00

So, today was valentine's day!

Guess what. I didn't even go out!

=( stayed at home all day.

Nothing much to say about today since it was so boring.

I did nothing but sleep all day.. blehh..><"

don't know why I felt so tired..

Maybe cause these past few weeks I've only been getting 4 hours of sleep or less.

Friends asked to go out today..

And for the first time I didn't want to go.. So my dear Mariessa had to go alone with 5 guys..

bahahahaha...

She told me there were so many coupless there at Queensbay =(

haih... envy =(

.. Sucks being alone right?. ..

=="

.. no roses this year ...=[